Playing

I believe I’ve been playing for quite some time and I believe I’m on the cusps of achieving my goal but i find myself a little nervous about the next step as I’m not entirely clear as to what to do next. My reason for seeing it as a problem is that I’ve been so close to great success before only to have it slip away. And so I’ve wavered a bit from laser focus due to the reality of having to raise a family… but the passion never left me! I have a child’s imagination and thats what has kept me going since age 11 and now I’m 50 but most of my friends are much much younger! Ive learned so much but I’m tired of failing. feeling nervous …