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I am a 66old retired female taking care of a special needs child. My problem is staying focus on the instruction given to find my Friday Night Essence. I have a lot of ideals for value production, that will help me to get where I need to be and take the pressure off, but cannot implement them because of the time and marketing techniques which requires an investment of personal resources that are not in my budget at this time. Is there so way to speed up this process so I will not be hampered or worried about finances until I get to where I need to be? I would like to devote more time on reading and following the instructions given in the Manuscripts without having to worry about finances. Any suggestions will be greatly appreciated. It seem like I am holding my own self back.
Thanks!
Yvonne Moore