Struggling with my body, circumstances, everything….

I understand integrating in steps that is why I am so late in posting. I have expanded my work into a modality that has not been tapped into around my area – Animal Reiki. Trying very hard to make money. As I must within the next month move. I want to begin a “church” but at the moment live in a room. Have 15 cents in pennies to my name. I am very curious as to why I’ve been selected. I know I have a “gift” to offer but that is it…

Instead of frantically grasping any offer dangled in front of my eyes (as has been in the past)I see through it now, sometimes, to their fraud of it all.

Being on SSI disability with my stupid body and having no one respect me or my thoughts on how life could be because my body keeps me down and they don’t see me doing anything great doesn’t help. Really just hinders my progress…

I so want to be a constant value creator – I do help alot of people obtain success in their lives. Why can’t I do it for myself? I am in such a bind living with people who put up with me not celebrate me being around…. They want me out knowing the situation I am in. I am literally sick from all the stress. I am tapped.

Any suggesstions? My credit is shot, my health is ______, and I just want to move on. I cannot continue to live in the world the way it is.

Can you help me get beyond where I am and give me suggestions on how to do it please?

Thank you so much for your time and I truly hope the Hamilton/America comes very soon.