Senior Year of College

Hi, my name is Jordan C. I am honored that you have chosen me to join this society. However excited as I am, there are still several things holding me down in that stagnant-rut type situation. Right now, i am studying Geology at Chico State University. I feel as if all my efforts are not in creating values but rather i feel as if all the work i do at school is pointless, non-stimulating, and stagnant. My grades are mediocre and i feel as if i have no incentive to study more and achieve better scholastically. I know I have the potential because I have achieved straight- A’s in middle school and if i fully apply myself i know i can do well. However, I need that inner drive(Friday Night essence). My geology studies do not seem to provide that for me at the moment. I am wondering if there is a way for me to self-motivate myself into achieving and doing well when it comes to school,(even if it may not be my Friday-night essence). This is because often i feel like i am just getting by, and this is not the life that i meant to go on living. Even though i only have one and half semesters remaining in College, I do not wish to look at it as a means to end. Rather i would prefer to wake up stimulated and ready to “play” at my school. If you have any advice that would help with school, I would greatly appreciate it. Thanks, great meeting and i look forward to next month’s meeting!