Questions

Salutations Charlie,
Over the past few years I have lost a great deal to the A.C., but have gained an appreciation for the teachings within the Neothink society. I very casually went through my apprenticeship the first time, but now I have been able to change and manipulate reality with the knowledge in my heirlooms. I believe I may have missed many things in the lessons because of my strong desire to advance. In short, I have been building a very large foundation and tearing down the old building that once stood where my spirit made its home. The higher we build, the more visible our light, but to build we must first tear down our old foundations and create a deeper, bigger and stronger one upon which we erect our creations of value. As of right now, I have only a few questions and they may not be level one questions. I know the gift I was born to bring to humankind is immortality, but sadly it is not one I will enjoy myself as much as I would love to. The society members said when powerthinking my future. I “would not die unfulfilled.” It is a sacrifice I am willing to make, but my question is; If I am unable to enjoy this value I create for the world, does it entitle me to having some mystic beliefs in some kind of after life, if so, what could I do to ease my sadness. It is a rather strange feeling, I have extreme euphoria knowing Earth’s greatest gift is mine to provide, but it is mixed with the sadness of knowing my body and mind will die, never knowing immortality. What advice would you have for me? Maybe I’m wrong, but my heart and spirit are telling me I’m not.