My first meeting with the secret society

I left a comment somewhere in this website where I mention that I have been struggling back and forth all my life,for instance,in the pass I had my moments of glory, I may say, but all of the sudden everything scape out of my hand leaving me without an explenation why that happened, what I am trying to say is that I manage to have something to hold on in this life and then find myself in the botton again and every time it happen I finish landing at the very botton. The point is that your material as well this first meeting had gave me the answers of all those questins I couldn’t answer all this time. Let me put it this way, several times I had graved the fridas’night, I didn’t know that was it but now I know, and with that I felt the excitement, I know that feeling and I want to have it again.