Level 1 Intergration Meeting

Mr. Hamilton, thank you for what you are doing for society. I started receiving your invitations by mail over four years ago. I would read only a few lines and then, I would hide the material under my bed, especially when one of my sons called to tell me that he was coming by to see me. I did not want them to know that I was into this kind of society. For most of my life until I turned 55, I was true to my religious upbringing. However, I was constantly searching for answers about myself and who I was and what I wanted to be. I changed careers twice–a nurse for 20yrs and volunteered in politics for 9 years and got a job in it for 8 years working for a Republican US Senator. I experienced a gorilla type environment, because I was different and was opened to most people regardless of their party affiliation.
I was carrying over guilt from my childhood that I learned while growing up in the southern baptist church in Mississippi, and then spent the other 40 years around baptist and pentecostal married to a minister in these two denominations. After no longer married to either of the two through their decease or divorce, I converted to Judaism. Then, I resigned my membership in 2003. In between 1999 and 2007, I started receiving your letters of invitation to join Neothink. Each time I ordered some of your volume, I ended up shredding them up and throwing them in the garbage, because I did not trust what you said about religion and politics. It scarred me. It made me feel different from others even more so. I had a hard time excepting that I was different like my mother told me and her friends I was from five years old up into adulthood until she realized that it bothered me to hear her say that. About 3 years before her death, she tried to make up all of those years of negative behavior towards me. I forgave her, because I finally realized that it all was out of ignorance on her part. Mr. Hamilton, I have ordered all three of your volumes, but because of my ignorance and fear of hearing the truth and fear of becoming a Playing adult after becoming a senior citizen, I re-ordered Heirloom II and III. I am still reading them, because I am a late bloomer in life. I still want good health and wealth even in my senior years so that I can help my three grown children and their children because children are still having a problem reaching thier goals in life on a financial level. I have been trying to start a business since 1990 without starting money. Since I broke down in the Senator’s office and was fired in 1998, I have been working part-time in Customer/Guest Services in the two largest sports venues in my state. Which means, Mr. Hamilton, although I still feel a little shaky about how I will have changed in one year after learning about how to be a self-leader without a fear of success. I plan to stick with you this time. Thank you for your patience with someone like me who would that I had met you 48yrs ago.