Integration of my life experiences

I have always searched for enlightenment. Tthat search greatly intensified after the death of my 23 year old daughter, many years ago. Since then, I have taken many paths, including Christianity, Native American practices, automatic writing, Law of Attraction and currently, Astral Projection. Although I’ve grown and evolved to one degree or another from each they have always been “close but no cigar” if you will. At 63, i am hoping Neothink can pull all these elements together to where all i have learned can be integrated into the Neothink process and my quest and experiences can culminate into one package. what do you (Neo)think?