I Like the Books

I like the works and insights the books have given me, they have pinpointed reasons for a lot of negativity I’ve experienced through jobs (specialized) and on a personal level. I’m still searching for that Friday Night Essence and have been since I was in high school, but to no avail. I have two associate degrees (general science and arts)from a community college but never continued education because I could not find my passion. So in last ten years I have lost hope in finding that person I was meant to be. I would like to know if there is any other techniques that may help me find my essence that has not been in the heirlooms? I have not given up in trying but I do believe my motivation dwindles every day, and I am losing my happiness.