FNE

Hello Mark, I am very happy with Neothink and I am wondering if my FNE is right? I lost my son 17 years ago because of cancer and I was already believing and also experiencing that our body is so great, because we can live and if we treat our body the way we should it has great potential. So my nine year old boy was diagnosed with cancer and I was not pleased with the cures he got. I could not believe that this ever can help to cure cancer. Surgery (spread cancer), radiation (has really bad effects on the DNA) and finally the chemotherapy (cytostatica that kills cells during the producetime of the DNA for daughtercells).
I now know it that well because I started to study to be able to investigate possebilities to cure cancer. (I always loved to study biology particularly the cellbiology)
But while I was studying master oncology I felt so down, because I still could not answer how to cure cancer or did not know something better than at the time my son was dying.
So at that time I quit the study I started to work on myself (I had a burn-out) after a few weeks I was going to my chiropractor and I was telling him I wanted to write a book to tell people what to expect in the hospitals if they were confrontated with a diagnose of cancer of somebody they love. To explain the things that I found so difficult to accept and deal with. He told me to visit few websites and than I found out that there are cures and possibilities to heal ppl with cancer. I was really angry at first later I was thinking I need to awake ppl about this. Than I got the NT letter and I was confused NT did set my world up side down. But actually I think my FNE is to work in a labarotory to examinate cells of what they miss to be a normal cell instead of trying out which cytostatica will kill the cancer cell. Anyway my FNE I think is studying the way our immunesystem works and how our cells are responding on not enough nutrients and so on. Now I was thinking that maybe it was all an obsession and that is why I stopped doing that, but now I think it could also be my FNE (I was always in a kind of flow, time was really flying and I loved to learn more and more about our body and how our body works)
Or am I obsessed because I lost my son, because of cancer?

How can I find that out for sure?

thanks