First level meeting comments.

Hello Charlie,
My apologies to both you and Mark for taking so long to get into this…I do love all of this and you might say this is what I have been waiting for.
My parents passed away several years ago when I was sure they would not be gone forever,my Brother passed away within 8 weeks of finding out he had cancer in January this year..Before I had finished Miss Annabelle’s Secrets and thinking that when we died we were gone forever.I am still getting over the fact that when he was dying I was thinking about the tradgedy of losing him forever,instead of telling him it’s going to be ok,and it won’t be too long before we bring him,Mum and Dad back….Also after reading the First of the books I thought WOW !!..I’m going to have to learn about computers (which I know very little about ) and E Commerce so I have invested over $10000.00 so far (and I’m already paying 2 mortgages on my single “Postie wage”) in a Business course with Paragon Academy..I can’t fault them,I have just been so down that I have fallen way behind and have a lot of catching up to do…My hole and frustration growing the more I fall behind with this and my Neothink study too…Also my iron levels are rather high.. 1926 at 6 times what they should be..But everything else is good.I have been getting treated once a month with a Biofeedback machine called the QXCI/SCIO..
I thought the idea was to get an internet business going so I could afford to spend time working on the Neothink cause…And I will find my Friday Night Essence…Ironically because my Grandfather,Father and I all looked alike and my GF died at 52,as did my brother I always thought I would have fight not to die young(20 yrs ago when I found about my Haemachromotosis the doctor said I would be dead by forty if we didn’t find out-I’m 45 now)… I now know not to believe in mystism but I was introduced to an old Aboriginal bloke once in a pub..He said ” Yea I know you..you’re going to live forever.” and then he said something about crows.
So after finding out about you I’m really believing in living forever with happy,loving people.
Charlie I’m not sure what my Friday night essence is yet..and I feel a bit overwhelmed with my E Commerce course, but once I catch up and get my website running and know what I’m doing,I will feel better about it.
I have never been much of a trainer or dedicated to study,hence I really have done only fairly mundane jobs.I did a Profile test in the Bank a little over 20 yrs ago and it said ” I had tendencies of genius,but a disregard to procedure and process” and the Profile test I did with Australia Post labelled me a Perfectionist,which made my friends laugh.
So I do hope through this year I will find a way to contribute to our great cause.
On one of your call in sessions a fellow called in and said he could talk to spirits..Is this true?
I also come up with the odd idea for something new..Would it be alright for me to send any ideas I have to their appropriate sections?
Also,although I would love to get into your other Neothink site,I may have to hang off a bit for now as things are pretty tight.
Kind regards,
Russ.