Level One Meeting Integration

First of all I am honored to have been chosen to join the society, I am still working though my heirloom packages, but find I am learning from the process and something that I suspected to be true really are, re:religion and such. I am still trying to find my Friday-night essence, I enjoy performing such as a actress in a play and am also discovering a need to write a book, so will see where that takes me. I am not really business minded and am a little afraid of becoming a self-leader, it seems to be a huge responsibility and that scares me some, but hopefully it is a fear I can overcome as I finish reading my heirloom material