Exhileration & Confusion

Dear Mr. Hamilton:
I was exhilerated to have done the first secret meeting, especially since I’m relearning how to play again with my step-son. We have always done things together when he was younger, but now that he is a teen we started losing touch and fighting more. With this first lesson and the second heirloom package I have learn to associate more with him. We play his video games and go to the sand hills and ride our four-wheelers together. I am having a lot of fun with him. I also have been doing much better with my Ebay just in the last week! Just by intergrating your principles.
Now for the confusion. I did this same course last month. I was the one that told you I’d lost my job to downsizing and couldn’t afford for a few months to join the community, and was sorry I had missed out on your father’s last book because of that downsizing. I would really like to move on with the second lesson if you’d allow me since this is my second month and I really do not want to miss any one of the twelve!
Oh! I nearly forgot! I stopped smoking! I kept that one sentence you used in my head, “You are responsible for everything that goes into or comes out of your mouth.”, and wanted to stop so badly and had tried countless times. From that day (the day I read it)I noticed that everytime I lit-up I was nausiated, so I thought it was the cheap cigars I was buying online, so I bought a couple packs of my favorite cigars and same thing, so I tried a pack of cigarettes I had left over after a recent party, same thing. So, one morning I got up and fixed Roby’s breakfast and didn’t even want one. He asked why and I told him I was stopping. I did and have yet to even want one, even with all of our friends that smoke! By the way I did order the Atkins Diet, cookbook, and arobics book you suggested and have lost 7 pounds in 3 weeks!
The other question I asked you had nothing to do with the lesson. It was: Since Roby is my significant other and not my husband can I share the heirloom books with he and his son. We have been together for nearly 6 years (April 5 will be 6 years), and he is the one I have always wanted. I’m hoping one day we will marry, but both have been through terrible relationships and fear messing up again.