Several questions
December 14, 2014 by Laura Hufford
Filed under Integrations
Hello,
I have many questions, but will ask the two that seem to strike me this day. First, I am 55, female, and have been searching and searching since I can remember. I was repeatedly told I had it all wrong and should be happy with things as they are. And I have always worked several jobs and taken on way more than any human should. So, after this first lesson, I am feeling a bit overwhelmed as I realize I allowed myself to get caught up in life’s lies and driven to exhaustion, over what? To find out my inner intelligence knew but I didn’t listen? Am I getting this right?
Second, if we will be immortal, what happens to our grown children and grandchildren? What approach do I take with 8 children, their spouses and 11 grandchildren, to date? They are following in my footsteps as “hard working to support your family” kind of people.
While I am excited, I actually feel almost fearful of the prospect of this, especially since I was the driving Christian force in my family since they were born. I need to stop here but my brain is going on and on. I am so excited, I will likely be up for hours, yet, well, it’s a lot to process.
I admit that I haven’t completed all the books in my NeoTech library, due to the large family and 3 jobs for the past 20+ years, but I am on it and intend to do so over the coming year. I apologize if I have rambled.
I appreciate this more than you know. Thank you!
Here is one of the problems most people, are faced with to today! This woman should start with what she likes to do all of the time, with kids or with out kids. get rid of your television, eliminate any drug activitity, you are exposed to; look at someone who is doing what you; would like to do, ask them? where can i obtain the information i need, and who can i speak to that can give the information i need? so i am not chasing myself! this is a start as to where you want to go. let the other jobs go, focust on what you like to do and learn how the get the tools you need to get there! you will cut out the chase, because you have already eleminated the distractions, .t.v./drugs/ too many things using all of your time.