Nagging Questions

Let me try this again, my first attempt was wiped out.

Hello Mr. Hamilton, I will enjoy having you as my mentor in the Secret Society. I try to adhere to the saying, ” It is easier to listen and act intelligent rather than open your mouth and leave no doubt. ”

How was I picked to be a member in such a prestigious society? What is PLAYING to an adult? What is a Friday-Night- Essence? Tonight’s Level-One meeting brings up more questions to be pondered upon in the coming future. My first attempt in writing to you was lost and I never seem to say what I want to in the same manner again. My first meeting, was informative on some aspects for the society, I will enter into the opportunity with an open mind to learn and not have preconceived ideas about the society.

My adult life has been surrounded by negativity for a long time. I have been trying to discover my purpose in life. I am attempting to discover what wealth and happiness are, to not have to worry about where your next meal will come from or what bills can I pay this month. Tonight’s meeting answered several question’s that I haven’t thought about. What is ” Hard Thinking “, it brings to mind a picture of a child or an adult sitting with bubbles streaming from their heads.