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I am a 54 years old and worked for my uncle in the radiator industry for twenty years till he sold out to somebody else,then I worked another 15 years for that guy.But I always wanted my own business.The last guy finally gave me ashot and sold the shop to me in 2006,In 2012 Ihad to go in the hospital with heart problems then found out I had problems with my lungs and wound up losing everything and am now living on social security disability.I am doing a lot better now.By reading part of book ome and part of book two I do see some things that I should have done different.I always thoght or knew I was different than most of the average person and always wanted to excell but never really got yhe chance.I am having trouble getting back to the Playing and my Friday Night Essece.I do not like where I am at in life,especially financially.I have two sons age 22 &25 thae have to help me so I can make it to the end of the month!.What can I do to get back to my Playing Life and get my momentum back?I hope I am not boring you but I feel like I am behind.