I knew I wasn’t crazy!

I was warm to some of this info I even thought something was happening to me(understanding God,life and time) and had been happening to me for a very long time. Neothinking is what I must have been automatically doing and didn’t even know it(a good scare)until I read through these books which let me know that I wasn’t crazy. I am 39yrs old with a 43yr old wife,5 children and 2 grandchildren.Im ready to soak it all up and become the God-man that I felt hints of and was destined to be. Im in Chicago my hometown and I need new friends that think like me. Is there any clubhouses or anything here? Or should I just ask where?