help

Hi Mark Hamilton I need help with my memory I read the books 1 & 2,I read them over & over & I cann’t remember what I was read. I get confuse I want this. I am trap & I want out. I have to read the books when my husband is not at home. My husband didn’t believe me he put me down I love my husband he said god didn’t tell to read it. I am not work right now because of I have 2 hand surgerys I may go back to work in aug. I believe in this I want to THANK YOU for send this to me.