Divorce

I am a 61 year old man, I truly enjoyed reading the three heirloom packages. I have far to long felt the effects of suppression of the ruling class. As a self made business man in the construction world and worked up to making a reasonable living, but my ex-wife, (wife at the time)did not like that I worked for my self, she did not support my efforts to build values. As you know divorce is like death itself. I have been in sort of a shut down mode since. How ever I do have a new woman in my life, who wants to give me the support I need, but she is quite distractive. I feel this may hinder my passage into Neo-Think. Any suggestions